keeps you legit!!
Today, (tuesdays) are my official days of rest. No class, no internship, no other responsibilities. For this reason - I made a point to read my WORD early instead of waiting until I got too busy... After reading the Word, I wanted to go on about my business, but for some reason was led to play this song by Matt Gilman -- Holy ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=atGUMMJzoMI )
First i watched it on youtube from the Onething Conference in 2008, then I played the cd song and put it on repeat... as I was trying my best to carry on with my day, my thoughts stopped and realized that God is HOLY... it seems so simple but it hit me and i fell on my knees - clenched my chest and cried out to God... I realized that He was a good dad..and that all the things i've been avoiding stepping into - the things HE has placed on my heart...that HE was faithful to see them through.. I knew it was a wrap for me watching tv and going into autopilot... God in that moment told me to give HIM my Tuesdays!
This is the time of the week where I have no time committment-- nothing to rush off to-- no one to go visit or meet with -- basically NO excuse for not spending time with HIM. I turned on the IHOP prayer room and began to worship God and pray along with their prayer themes. I then laid down and played a cd (Best of IHOP prayer room) and listened until I fell asleep. It is soooo awesome being alone with God with nothing going on in the back of your head.
I am going to work on honoring this. Tuesdays alone with Jesus! It's a DATE!!!